I can't express to you how much I use my computer. You name it, that's what I use it for. I've been diligent about backing up my data automatically 3 times a week relying heavily on my external backup hard drive. I've been burned before and figured I'd learned my lesson.Back in March I purchased a new computer. Remember, I thought I learned my lesson about backing up data. If I had learned my lesson from before I would have immediately hooked up my back up source. Instead, for the next few months my external hard drive sat on my desk staring me in the face and every day I would see it and think to myself "I need to hook that up and start backing up my computer". The truth is even if you've been burned before by losing data, even if you think you've learned your lesson, there are different variables that can trick you into thinking you're safe. In this case the variable was "this is a new computer so I shouldn't have any serious problems to worry about, yet." With that thought, I took the attitude of "I'll do it tomorrow"
Well, I'm here to tell you that "tomorrow" came, and no the data on my computer was not backed up. Fortunately I had the backups from my old computer up until the beginning of April, so only lost about 2 months worth of data. Losing 2 months of data, while painful, could be worse and it was worse. What I did not have backed up (among other things) WAS..................... the pictures that I took at Ken's parent's 50th wedding anniversary which they asked me to photograph. At first I wasn't too concerned. We popped that hard drive out and hooked it up like an external drive(because this usually works when trying to retrieve data from a hard drive). But this time the drive was dead. Gone. My two month old new computer's hard drive bit the dust, and along with it was the only set of pictures from a 50th wedding anniversary.
Imagine the feelings that Ken and I felt. It's that deep sick to the stomach, gut wrenching, despair, grief stricken feeling. For those who've lost a home to a natural disaster, I would assume it is similar to that. Something you will never be able to get back.
Now believe it or not this story isn't about losing data on a hard drive. This story is about something else I learned. During this dreaded weekend as I was researching my options an incredible impression came across my mind and I learned probably one of the most valuable lessons I would need to know or be reminded of and apply now. I pondered with amazement the depth of feelings over the loss of something material. Then as the Lord often does, he teaches me a lesson from things in the world about things beyond this world. In the book of Alma there is a reference to the fact that temporal things are related to spiritual things. Immediately what came to mind was the parable of the 10 virgins.
You know there were 10 virgins who were preparing for the coming of the bridegroom. All of them had lamps and all of them for a time were putting oil in those lamps and kept them burning bright. But because they didn't know when the bridegroom would come, 5 of them became lazy or procrastinated maintaining the oil in their lamps. They had the "I'll fill it tomorrow" attitude. I think they might have taken comfort in the fact that they had a lamp and knew where they could buy oil, just like I took comfort in owning a back up hard drive that I could schedule backups on. The problem is a back up drive that is not hooked up and scheduled is just as useless as a lamp without oil and burning. These thoughts rushed upon my mind and the spirit quietly said "Karie, are you doing the things that you should be doing to keep oil in your lamp and keep it burning bright?" I realized that this was a gentle reminder from a loving Heavenly Father to encourage me to make sure I am focused in the right direction and doing the things that will keep my testimony strong. Fortunately the answer is yes I'm doing my best. I thought about the painful feelings I had over losing those photos and realized that if it was that painful over a material object, how much more incredibly powerfully devastating would be the feelings I could feel when Christ returns and if my lamp was not filled with oil and burning bright. That was a very humbling thought. I think we all get our "lamp" when we realize that we've got the budding of a testimony. Then it's up to us for the rest of our lives to keep that lamp filled and burning by doing those things that strengthen our testimony and keep us on the correct path. Are we putting off for tomorrow what we could do today? Do we just let our lamps sit on our desk and think "I'll fill it tomorrow?" It was great a great lesson for me to be reminded of. Something I've always known but as most of us, need those gentle reminders to re-prioritize.
Ultimately for the price of an arm and a leg I was able to recover the data on my hard drive from these amazing guys at a data recovery company that recovers data for people like me and organizations like the FBI. Had those anniversary pictures not been on there I would have just swallowed my feelings and cut my losses, but a 50th wedding anniversary only happens once. What would you pay for that? and with that the last lesson I learned was that even though I was able to pay to recover the data, when tomorrow comes there won't be any "oil" recovery guys to run to if our lamp is out of oil.
Backup your testimony....















